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    Posted: 18-Nov-2011 at 00:49
I Feel You

I feel you in the falling of the snow
I feel you in the rising dawn, so raw
I feel you in the smacking of the rain
I feel you from inside of my own brain

I feel you in the rushing of the storm
I feel you in the wind and downpour
I feel you in the growing of the grass
I feel you in the crack of broken glass

I feel you as a rush and a attack
I feel you as a crawling on by back
I feel you as a tempest and highjack
I feel you as a being out of whack

I feel you so in that I'm gonna crack
I feel you in me embedded like a tack
I feel you as a spasm and a hack
I feel you as a chasm and ... a lack.
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I Miss You So That

My hands are melting, dripping in the dark
Being alone and carrying their load
All by themselves, my hands are tired so
And wriggling therefore
To somehow make it by themselves.
It was easier when they didn't expect anything
When my hands were dry like dried up vine
For to have lost what one had have
Is heavy, heavy, hard and heavy lot...
My hands are crying....keep your hair away
Of them...sorrow is contagious
Missing is infectious, absence is creeping...
And snow is covering them all and make it fester
Like a wound of a cursed spear that doesn't close...
Until the Absence disappear.
I miss you so....
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Edited by Don Quixote - 19-Nov-2011 at 08:12
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Butterfly

My heart is beating butterfly on you
Seditious and Delectable, in colors
So Iridescent that the eye gets tired
To follow them along their ups and downs

My heart is beating butterfly on you
With a rhythm ancient as is new
Like a Rebellion makes my blood boil
And steam and turn me so outside in

My heart is beating butterfly on you
And runs like it doesn't know where to
My heart is a bold bird and a open flower
Nesting on you in this forbidden hour

My heart is plane with no place to land
My heart is ship with no quay to stand
My heart is a wild horse with no owner
My heart is resting on your hand a moment

My heart - it never know where to stop
My heart - itself is beating in an untamed gallop
My heart is not a beggar, nor a master,
My hearts on you is trembling, shaking, gasping,

In a thousand and one miniscule spasmings,
One thousand and one ten-second deaths,
One thousand and one times recollects -
That it is laying brazen on your hand -

With the power to stop and start -
Because my hearts is resting now on you
Before it runs again with  restlessness imbued ....
My heart is beating butterfly on you.
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Answer

I don't have anything to give
But myself
If you think that is enough
Go ahead.

I have no home to reside
But my mind
If you can this home accept -
Make it right.

I got nothing left to fight with
But my will
If you think that will do -
Make it real.

Measure left and right again,
Up and down
And when you make your choice -
Don't turn around.
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Wasteland

Wasteland, I'm such a Wasteland
My skin is breaking parched from dry heat,
No water, no stream, no sea or a river
Goes in me, on me, nor through my surface waver,
No tears - salt in crystals corrodes my rusty eyes,
And pain in reeking through my baked insides,
No rain, no snow, no dew, no torrent, or a gulp -
So dry the skin is peeling and screaming, so it's stunned
Dry like a bone - so dry the bone itself  is flaking,
So moisturless - no saving moisture is in making,
Anhydrous - like a monster that had seen only flame,
Scorched, seared - and the lack of clouds is to blame,
Sunbaked - when sun is turning in a brute,
So arid I am now - when I'm without you.
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Lament for a Living Soul

I'm so forbidden to Myself -
My smile, my cry, my feet and hands
Are so forbidden and so numb
That I would think I am so dead,
I'm so forbidden and forbidding
I'm so cold and so unexcepting
That it hurts me - me the most.
That insult in me is sleeping
And my betrayed soul is dripping
Bloody tears on the floor...
My hands dragging on the pavement
Long ago cannot be tender,
And my eyes are blind with woe
Every moment...now...from long ago.

I'm so forbidden to myself
That I don't know where it'll end
The moments that so leave me staring
In the rock that I'm bearing.
Time...it scares me in full
Length of it's eternal gloom
It's eternity I hate
All because I cannot have
This lightness that from you is coming
And that makes me worth becoming.
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Now

Pin me down with your hands
Have me with your words
As the time is running out -
Have me with your words.

As the night is coming down,
And the day returns,
As the pain is coming up -
Have me with your words.

When I have nothing but response,
And the clock is mute,
And while still the darkness stay -
Have me with your words.

Time again is coming blind -
Have me with your words.
And while the time is sleeping tired -
I will return.
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Invitation

Take me by the hand - I'll lead you into me
Step by step and crumb by crumb - staring me in
Flash by flash and slash by slash - tear me apart
So that you may recognize one from other part.

Step in me and look around - all along the walls -
There stay and mourn about all forgotten clocks,
All forgotten empty boxes full with memories,
All along the corridors in which my souls sleeps.

Walk in me all up and down in the starry dusk,
While the smoke is itself is smoking, and will not return
Walk in me and find your way in my spiral tunnels -
Where I don't know my way - do you dare turn in?

Run in me, I pull you in, pull you by your hand,
And you tell me can you see them - my forgotten pasts
Can you see them, can you find them, can you bury them,
So I can have only you to begin my day....

Do you dare step in me - in my heart's abyss,
And discover what feeds me and what I can feed,
And discover what powers me and what I can empower -
Step in me, holding my hand - in my living pyre.
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Edited by Don Quixote - 06-Dec-2011 at 01:29
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Draw Me A Picture

Burn me down in colors
Smoke me up with wild hues
With the cobalt of your iris
Blaze me in flames of true blue.

Burn me down in thick lines
Carve my contours in black
Cut the air in slices
And on the ground them crash.

Build me up with wide brushstrokes
Strike me in nuance and shade
Fingerpaint me background
And on it let me lay.

Roll me up, mix me nuances
Bold, undiluted and new
Mark me the furthest horizon
Let me then cut it in two.
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The Night of Realization

Anything happens on the night of betrayal.
He can shoot her, or enter the Devil.
Mountains can topple into handful of dust
The Moon can roll down - pan covered with rust

Rivers can stop and Oceans run dry
Continents split and hot lava cry,
Sandstorms spit out tongues of dry smoke,
All life can perish in awe-blistered shock,

In the pulsating bran chained within
Blood blindly forcing whirpooling stream
Anything happens on the night of cognizance
So you shot me. Now enters the Devil.
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Tonight

My heart had died tonight - I heard it moaning
And shaking in a terrible torment
Before the slumber took it - that blessed drug
That makes the worse seems not so bad.

My heart had died tonight - had bled to death -
The ruby stream had let it dessicated,
My heart was being panging and depressive -
My heart had been one to have a blessing

And then to have it ripped apart form it.
My heart had died tonight and it left me shocked
The urn I fill with it's ashes hot
I wish the urn to stay forever locked.
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Snow

Upon buildings, upon trees
Upon roads up to my knees
Snow is piling, cotton white
Popcorn-cuddly soft delight.

Look, it covers the ravine
Trash-piles are no longer seen
Gullies on the hills are masked
Under blanket sparkly white.

Almost like they don't exist
Like they vanished from our midst -
All I see is cover white
Thick and cuddly soft delight.

Is it so as time goes on
It will cover like white snow
All the gullies and ravines
That the pain had delved in

Our souls, faces, eyes,
That distort our precious hearts
And will it obliterate
All those sorrows embraced?
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Shipwreck

The sea was stormy, gray, relentless.
The night was bleak, the weather restless.
The ship was tossed inside and out.
That it would perish there was no doubt.

No need to read my future in the stars -
They were laying bleeding in my hands.
No time to make a last wish -
The ship was gutted like a fish.

The blast had thrown me into a boat
How many days I roamed I don't know
Stars, sun and rain and rain and sun and stars
It seemed the Universe had stopped and started.

Sand slowly running through my hands -
I count my loved ones, and time ahead.
Behold! On the forbidding shore in disbelief
One kneeling sailor breaks his back to live!
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Suspended orange in the space-
The Moon is shining bright
Like savage breast delighting in
The velvet hand of night.

And everything is dark and still
And everyone's asleep
So quiet I can hear how
My skin for your does weep.

And I an looking at the Moon
With anxious palpitation -
She looks so happy and serene
When I all lost direction.

The Moon is lucky, lucky one -
That i can only envy -
She gets to be loved every night
When my own heart is rending.
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A Tesla Coil

Coil me wrapped around you, coil me, twist me tight
Swirl my skin into a wire, set to take your charge
Wrap me layer upon layer - surface, volume, mind
From my conscious and subconscious spin a thread that binds -

Binds - experience and failure, memories and dreams
With the rhythm of my blood that my temples hits.
All my life in slices cut, lay them, weave them wired...
I'll will give you Tesla voltage till my soul expires.
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I Carry You

I carry you in the weight of my bones
That remember the impact of yours -
Your ribs against my knees.
I carry you long after you are gone
In my guts - like a stone
In the back of my head -
I see you on the edge of my bed.

I carry you in the folds of my skin
And the nests of my nails
My surface is soaked with your smell,
My fingers imbued with your spin
Now I can't get you out of me.

And I look in the mirror
Until my features get smeared
Into waves and foam and wind -
And then settles like coffee deposits
On the bottom of my cup -
And form lines that look like your face

And I think - I can't erase
You from me - you sank too deep
From deep under to high above
Long like a road and hot like a stove
Burning your way through - fire in my grove.

I carry you below my plane
And in the texture of my hair
Luscious and wavy and tidal
And in the corners of my eyes -
Where my eyelids lock -
Coffin lids that bury my eyes
With your image inside.
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Requiem for a Body

Waxen body, lying body
Body that does lie
Body that is only owned
When the dice does roll,
Body that is simply blinded,
Blinded with hot ash,
Ashen body stretching down
Like of sword's fallen slash
Resting body - rusting body -
Drowned, stabbed and diced
Even I wouldn't bet my body
When it's heart is absent.
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Edited by Don Quixote - 18-Dec-2011 at 16:42
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...

Cut my heart out of me
Cut it when it bleeds
Cut it when it still can feel
Cut it when it beats

Cut it as a cut can go
Deep as it can get
Cut it, make it stop right now -
When it still breaths red.

Cut it now, before it withers
Before it turns out still
Cut it when you still have the chance
When my heart is real.
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I've got oceans under my skin
Salty and wavy and deep and moving
Whirlwatering and waterstreaming
Through the periscopes of my eyes
Through the caves of my surface
Unsettled waters, wild waters
Bright waters, white waters
Pulling in dark waters
Surfacing stark waters
Bubbling under my skin
Turning to wherein
Carrying me on their foam
Thrusting me - mighty and roaming
My surface is a bridge over them
My surface is a leave carried by them
I've got oceans under my skin
Splashing and dashing going and lashing
Taking me where I wouldn't dare
Swirling and churning,
Clashing and stirring
My ocean surging -
The blood of my soul yearning.
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Hanging for dear life on the open lips of the abyss -
Stones running under my feet, eroding my sight
Running like water, like thought, like lies -
Running taking my stand away.

I'm running against it to stop it
To stop it from running away from me -
Running carpet, I'm running on it -
For dear life....what am I running for?

Blood on my feet, I'm feeding the stones
That feeds the abyss,
That feeds the night of my soul -
I'm feeding on my own blood.

The stars are sleeping this night tucked
Under a blanket of clouds. Dark.
I'm running for dear life - until
Dawn shows her beastly face and requires sacrifice -

To buy me one more day, one more breath,
One more fight, one more rest...
What am I to give her when I'm spent?
I'm feeding the Abyss - tonight - with me.
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