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Topic: My Poems Posted: 18-Nov-2011 at 00:49 |
I Feel You
I feel you in the falling of the snow I feel you in the rising dawn, so raw I feel you in the smacking of the rain I feel you from inside of my own brain
I feel you in the rushing of the storm I feel you in the wind and downpour I feel you in the growing of the grass I feel you in the crack of broken glass
I feel you as a rush and a attack I feel you as a crawling on by back I feel you as a tempest and highjack I feel you as a being out of whack
I feel you so in that I'm gonna crack I feel you in me embedded like a tack I feel you as a spasm and a hack I feel you as a chasm and ... a lack. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 18-Nov-2011 at 00:59
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Posted: 18-Nov-2011 at 15:39 |
I Miss You So That
My hands are melting, dripping in the dark Being alone and carrying their load All by themselves, my hands are tired so And wriggling therefore To somehow make it by themselves. It was easier when they didn't expect anything When my hands were dry like dried up vine For to have lost what one had have Is heavy, heavy, hard and heavy lot... My hands are crying....keep your hair away Of them...sorrow is contagious Missing is infectious, absence is creeping... And snow is covering them all and make it fester Like a wound of a cursed spear that doesn't close... Until the Absence disappear. I miss you so.... DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 19-Nov-2011 at 08:12
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Posted: 23-Nov-2011 at 23:39 |
Butterfly
My heart is beating butterfly on you Seditious and Delectable, in colors So Iridescent that the eye gets tired To follow them along their ups and downs
My heart is beating butterfly on you With a rhythm ancient as is new Like a Rebellion makes my blood boil And steam and turn me so outside in
My heart is beating butterfly on you And runs like it doesn't know where to My heart is a bold bird and a open flower Nesting on you in this forbidden hour
My heart is plane with no place to land My heart is ship with no quay to stand My heart is a wild horse with no owner My heart is resting on your hand a moment
My heart - it never know where to stop My heart - itself is beating in an untamed gallop My heart is not a beggar, nor a master, My hearts on you is trembling, shaking, gasping,
In a thousand and one miniscule spasmings, One thousand and one ten-second deaths, One thousand and one times recollects - That it is laying brazen on your hand -
With the power to stop and start - Because my hearts is resting now on you Before it runs again with restlessness imbued .... My heart is beating butterfly on you. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 23-Nov-2011 at 23:39
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Posted: 28-Nov-2011 at 03:37 |
Answer
I don't have anything to give But myself If you think that is enough Go ahead.
I have no home to reside But my mind If you can this home accept - Make it right.
I got nothing left to fight with But my will If you think that will do - Make it real.
Measure left and right again, Up and down And when you make your choice - Don't turn around. DQ
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Posted: 30-Nov-2011 at 01:03 |
Wasteland
Wasteland, I'm such a Wasteland My skin is breaking parched from dry heat, No water, no stream, no sea or a river Goes in me, on me, nor through my surface waver, No tears - salt in crystals corrodes my rusty eyes, And pain in reeking through my baked insides, No rain, no snow, no dew, no torrent, or a gulp - So dry the skin is peeling and screaming, so it's stunned Dry like a bone - so dry the bone itself is flaking, So moisturless - no saving moisture is in making, Anhydrous - like a monster that had seen only flame, Scorched, seared - and the lack of clouds is to blame, Sunbaked - when sun is turning in a brute, So arid I am now - when I'm without you. DQ
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Posted: 01-Dec-2011 at 03:07 |
Lament for a Living Soul
I'm so forbidden to Myself - My smile, my cry, my feet and hands Are so forbidden and so numb That I would think I am so dead, I'm so forbidden and forbidding I'm so cold and so unexcepting That it hurts me - me the most. That insult in me is sleeping And my betrayed soul is dripping Bloody tears on the floor... My hands dragging on the pavement Long ago cannot be tender, And my eyes are blind with woe Every moment...now...from long ago.
I'm so forbidden to myself That I don't know where it'll end The moments that so leave me staring In the rock that I'm bearing. Time...it scares me in full Length of it's eternal gloom It's eternity I hate All because I cannot have This lightness that from you is coming And that makes me worth becoming. DQ
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Posted: 05-Dec-2011 at 03:20 |
Now
Pin me down with your hands Have me with your words As the time is running out - Have me with your words.
As the night is coming down, And the day returns, As the pain is coming up - Have me with your words.
When I have nothing but response, And the clock is mute, And while still the darkness stay - Have me with your words.
Time again is coming blind - Have me with your words. And while the time is sleeping tired - I will return. DQ
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Posted: 06-Dec-2011 at 00:42 |
Invitation
Take me by the hand - I'll lead you into me Step by step and crumb by crumb - staring me in Flash by flash and slash by slash - tear me apart So that you may recognize one from other part.
Step in me and look around - all along the walls - There stay and mourn about all forgotten clocks, All forgotten empty boxes full with memories, All along the corridors in which my souls sleeps.
Walk in me all up and down in the starry dusk, While the smoke is itself is smoking, and will not return Walk in me and find your way in my spiral tunnels - Where I don't know my way - do you dare turn in?
Run in me, I pull you in, pull you by your hand, And you tell me can you see them - my forgotten pasts Can you see them, can you find them, can you bury them, So I can have only you to begin my day....
Do you dare step in me - in my heart's abyss, And discover what feeds me and what I can feed, And discover what powers me and what I can empower - Step in me, holding my hand - in my living pyre. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 06-Dec-2011 at 01:29
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Posted: 06-Dec-2011 at 20:26 |
Draw Me A Picture
Burn me down in colors Smoke me up with wild hues With the cobalt of your iris Blaze me in flames of true blue.
Burn me down in thick lines Carve my contours in black Cut the air in slices And on the ground them crash.
Build me up with wide brushstrokes Strike me in nuance and shade Fingerpaint me background And on it let me lay.
Roll me up, mix me nuances Bold, undiluted and new Mark me the furthest horizon Let me then cut it in two. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 06-Dec-2011 at 20:35
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Posted: 06-Dec-2011 at 22:05 |
The Night of Realization
Anything happens on the night of betrayal. He can shoot her, or enter the Devil. Mountains can topple into handful of dust The Moon can roll down - pan covered with rust
Rivers can stop and Oceans run dry Continents split and hot lava cry, Sandstorms spit out tongues of dry smoke, All life can perish in awe-blistered shock,
In the pulsating bran chained within Blood blindly forcing whirpooling stream Anything happens on the night of cognizance So you shot me. Now enters the Devil. DQ
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Posted: 06-Dec-2011 at 22:30 |
Tonight
My heart had died tonight - I heard it moaning
And shaking in a terrible torment
Before the slumber took it - that blessed drug
That makes the worse seems not so bad.
My heart had died tonight - had bled to death -
The ruby stream had let it dessicated,
My heart was being panging and depressive -
My heart had been one to have a blessing
And then to have it ripped apart form it.
My heart had died tonight and it left me shocked
The urn I fill with it's ashes hot
I wish the urn to stay forever locked. DQ
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Posted: 10-Dec-2011 at 18:16 |
Snow
Upon buildings, upon trees
Upon roads up to my knees
Snow is piling, cotton white
Popcorn-cuddly soft delight.
Look, it covers the ravine
Trash-piles are no longer seen
Gullies on the hills are masked
Under blanket sparkly white.
Almost like they don't exist
Like they vanished from our midst -
All I see is cover white
Thick and cuddly soft delight.
Is it so as time goes on
It will cover like white snow
All the gullies and ravines
That the pain had delved in
Our souls, faces, eyes,
That distort our precious hearts
And will it obliterate
All those sorrows embraced?
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Posted: 10-Dec-2011 at 18:17 |
Shipwreck
The sea was stormy, gray, relentless.
The night was bleak, the weather restless.
The ship was tossed inside and out.
That it would perish there was no doubt.
No need to read my future in the stars -
They were laying bleeding in my hands.
No time to make a last wish -
The ship was gutted like a fish.
The blast had thrown me into a boat
How many days I roamed I don't know
Stars, sun and rain and rain and sun and stars
It seemed the Universe had stopped and started.
Sand slowly running through my hands -
I count my loved ones, and time ahead.
Behold! On the forbidding shore in disbelief
One kneeling sailor breaks his back to live!
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Posted: 12-Dec-2011 at 13:21 |
Suspended orange in the space-
The Moon is shining bright
Like savage breast delighting in
The velvet hand of night.
And everything is dark and still
And everyone's asleep
So quiet I can hear how
My skin for your does weep.
And I an looking at the Moon
With anxious palpitation -
She looks so happy and serene
When I all lost direction.
The Moon is lucky, lucky one -
That i can only envy -
She gets to be loved every night
When my own heart is rending.
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Posted: 16-Dec-2011 at 01:45 |
A Tesla Coil
Coil me wrapped around you, coil me, twist me tight Swirl my skin into a wire, set to take your charge Wrap me layer upon layer - surface, volume, mind From my conscious and subconscious spin a thread that binds -
Binds - experience and failure, memories and dreams With the rhythm of my blood that my temples hits. All my life in slices cut, lay them, weave them wired... I'll will give you Tesla voltage till my soul expires. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 16-Dec-2011 at 02:37
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Posted: 16-Dec-2011 at 02:20 |
I Carry You
I carry you in the weight of my bones That remember the impact of yours - Your ribs against my knees. I carry you long after you are gone In my guts - like a stone In the back of my head - I see you on the edge of my bed.
I carry you in the folds of my skin And the nests of my nails My surface is soaked with your smell, My fingers imbued with your spin Now I can't get you out of me.
And I look in the mirror Until my features get smeared Into waves and foam and wind - And then settles like coffee deposits On the bottom of my cup - And form lines that look like your face
And I think - I can't erase You from me - you sank too deep From deep under to high above Long like a road and hot like a stove Burning your way through - fire in my grove.
I carry you below my plane And in the texture of my hair Luscious and wavy and tidal And in the corners of my eyes - Where my eyelids lock - Coffin lids that bury my eyes With your image inside. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 16-Dec-2011 at 02:21
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Posted: 18-Dec-2011 at 16:40 |
Requiem for a Body
Waxen body, lying body
Body that does lie
Body that is only owned
When the dice does roll,
Body that is simply blinded,
Blinded with hot ash,
Ashen body stretching down
Like of sword's fallen slash
Resting body - rusting body -
Drowned, stabbed and diced
Even I wouldn't bet my body
When it's heart is absent. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 18-Dec-2011 at 16:42
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Posted: 18-Dec-2011 at 16:41 |
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Cut my heart out of me
Cut it when it bleeds
Cut it when it still can feel
Cut it when it beats
Cut it as a cut can go
Deep as it can get
Cut it, make it stop right now -
When it still breaths red.
Cut it now, before it withers
Before it turns out still
Cut it when you still have the chance
When my heart is real. DQ
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Posted: 21-Dec-2011 at 18:59 |
I've got oceans under my skin
Salty and wavy and deep and moving
Whirlwatering and waterstreaming
Through the periscopes of my eyes
Through the caves of my surface
Unsettled waters, wild waters
Bright waters, white waters
Pulling in dark waters
Surfacing stark waters
Bubbling under my skin
Turning to wherein
Carrying me on their foam
Thrusting me - mighty and roaming
My surface is a bridge over them
My surface is a leave carried by them
I've got oceans under my skin
Splashing and dashing going and lashing
Taking me where I wouldn't dare
Swirling and churning,
Clashing and stirring
My ocean surging -
The blood of my soul yearning. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 21-Dec-2011 at 19:17
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Posted: 21-Dec-2011 at 19:16 |
Hanging for dear life on the open lips of the abyss - Stones running under my feet, eroding my sight Running like water, like thought, like lies - Running taking my stand away.
I'm running against it to stop it To stop it from running away from me - Running carpet, I'm running on it - For dear life....what am I running for?
Blood on my feet, I'm feeding the stones That feeds the abyss, That feeds the night of my soul - I'm feeding on my own blood.
The stars are sleeping this night tucked Under a blanket of clouds. Dark. I'm running for dear life - until Dawn shows her beastly face and requires sacrifice -
To buy me one more day, one more breath, One more fight, one more rest... What am I to give her when I'm spent? I'm feeding the Abyss - tonight - with me. DQ
Edited by Don Quixote - 22-Dec-2011 at 22:33
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